Found you again.

 

I catch a glimpse of you in the corner of my eye.
My heart skips a beat as I realize what I see.
All those days apart suddenly melts away.
Away into nothingness, as they never existed.
Your presence is so alluring . It makes
everything else disappear from my senses.
There is just You I can see.

As you make your exit out into the garden,
I follow mindlessly like your little pet.
I turn the corner and there you are, just inches away.
Your lovely gaze directed straight at me,
consuming me with fierce power.

In this pregnant silence we stand still,
listening to the sounds of summer night.
My chest fast rising and falling with apprehension.
Your presence draining my willpower to nothingness.
My body frozen, motionless, bursting with desire to touch you.
To dive into your closeness.

Sudden fear strikes my heart.
Fear of loosing this fracture of time in the space
given to us to connect.
Fear that my frozenness will be misread by you.
So with all my power I move my hand towards yours
and touch you slightly.
My touch so soft like you are miracle made of clouds
and I don’t want to ruin your greatness.

The burning sensation is so overwhelming,
but I don’t let go. Just the opposite.
As my heart dances the wild dance of love
I move in, close towards you.
Our closeness is now creating sparks of desire between us.
Your lips just slightly apart and so inviting
dragging me like a magnet closer to you.
And I know in this moment that you are wanting me just the same way as I do.

I give in. Let flow.
My lips touch your lips.
This blissful sensation is so addictive.
I can’t imagine ever wanting to stop.
Just wishing that with this kiss my life could End.
Ella Nova.

In Love.

Love has just found its way to me

With joy I dance the lovers dance ,and sing like little sparrow.

Ignited by love  blissfully

Fear no longer resonates ,it just sounds to me so hollow.

I wonder why I feel so high

In careless mood stay every day, though I’m not above the sorrow.

With you lovingly by my side

I radiate the glow of love, there is no worries of tomorrow.

Ella Nova

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Love is
when you
just can sit next to
someone in silence
doing nothing
and you feel blissfully happy.

Lost.

LOST.

Where are you?

I have just found you,

and now you are gone.

Stood right beside you,

felt so blissfully at home.

Now I can’t see you,

but my craving still on.

Is this little glimpse of you,

all I’m ment  to hold on?

 I wanted to love you,

and give you a home.

Could be a great romance,

bit of “old Hollywood” form.

Where, are you these days?

Who is turning you on?

 Why, I felt like I belong with you?

like You must have missed me all along?

Guess, that “US” wasn’t meant to be,

because our  moment is gone.

Still flamed up with you

I’m trying to reason, sober up and move on.

Ella Nova

Dis-ease.

I have ” Holly” fever.

Oh yes, I got dis-ease.

( it’s a bad case of infatuation)
that’s what is eating me.

( only who been there can understand)
how it’s affecting me.

It started on Sunday afternoon
my temperature raised just slightly.

But by the Monday moon
I was on fire, could no longer treating it lightly.

Today I have mild fever
and hungry need-iness remaining.

Symptoms are:
Aversion to food, all girls, laughter and fun things.

Also noticed:
Increased clumsiness and mood swings.

Any suggestions about possible cure
will be appreciated with armful of cloud hue 🙂

Or do I have to wait it out patiently
with red vine and tons of clenex ?

Hope it won’t go away too slowly
like a bad case of disillusioned ex….

I love you Holly.           Ella Nova.

Now..

All I can give you,

is NOW …  my love

My present state is all yours.

Please don’t dream

of tomorrows … my love

there are no promises of those .

Just hold me tight

right now …  my love

my heart beats in rhythm with yours.

What happens next

is a mystery…  my love 

faith is the only choice.

In  future still embraced

as one …   my love

 such a promise I cannot voice.

Just stop thinking 

of tomorrows…  my love

or you’ll miss out on  todays.

Ella.

Heavens above.

As I look up and rest my eyes on the sky.
Rain of sunrays is trying to pierce their way
through to me.
To bring me warm happy cheers with them
from heavens above.
As I catch glimpses of them on my cheeks,
I know that I’m safe here.
I know that I’m loved here.
I know that I’m home.
Ella.

I REMEMBER…

I remember…

I remember,
your fingers
slowly caressing my hair.
Traveling through,
and then lingered,
just lovely lost in there.

Your touch,
creating electric pulses,
they’re running
like a shooting stars,
sharp across my scalp.
Shivers ripple across my skin
and all the way to my deep within.

Oh, you could
so perfectly
sooth me into deep relaxation.
or
spark ardent desire for more.

And as I remember,
the longing for you
grows in me.
Longing for your closeness
is consuming me.

Oh,
if I could once again
feel your body next to me.
if I could once more
bath myself in your warm alluring aura.

Oh,
just to lay my head into your lap,
and be stroked by your warm hand.
Your fingers caressing the strands of my hair…
as you are so relaxing with your healing touch.

And,
as I truly enjoy your closeness,
as I dive into the ocean of you
our souls fully embrace each other
the energy between us flows united.

Oh, how I want you next to me.
Oh, how I need your loving touch.
Oh, how I crave your fingers on my skin.
Oh, how I seek the echoes from my deep within.

Oh, for such a pleasure,
I would be devoted to you.
Devoted like a little hopeless pet ,to you.

Would cherish our moments
like a precious gems.
would follow you blindly,
on your journey through life.

I LOVE YOU FOREVER.

ELLA.

United….

we hope.  Woman gives Man desire to create and Man creates to feed Womans desires.

One way.

One way.

That
I love you,
is my secret
because there is
just no other way.

How
much I love you,
I can’t tell you
as you’ve already
left my life
and sailed away.

My
love is childish,
you can  tell me.
And, if… so may be.
But for that I no longer
feel the shame.

I
just can’t
stop loving you.
even though…
I could blame you,
that to you
I was just a game.

You
are my obsession.
Guess its true,
as you claim.
Unhealthy maybe,
But I can’t help it.
And I am ready
to take that blame.

But,
I would argue,
that the greatness
we once shared,
Is just so hard
to be left in vain.

And,
as life flows through
into the unknown
I know that things
will later
fit the frame.

And
once I hope for,
to move on without you.
And to be free
of this domain.

Hope,
my love,
now so heavy
and full of pain,
fades away
slowly into invisible.
Like my tears
fade in the rain.
Ella.